I don’t usually ask for help but tonight feeling like I need to ask the Universe for help.
I am not doing well. Struggling with a vice I thought I had a handle on but not sure how I feel about that really. I will intentionally be vague because it is a sensitive topic in the brain disorder world but it has to do with 420.
It messes with me sometimes and other times it is really great.
Today I find myself with a clean kitchen, fed pups and me, things done despite my confused mood, practiced yoga, deep breathing, texting my daughter, reached out to others who were busy, trying to not let my happiness depend on others but its hard.
asking for prayers, positive thoughts and vibes!
I am tired, full and going to take a bath to further relax.
Sundays are so hard for me because I don’t do any work and find myself bored but hey at least im not psychotic!
Praying for better days,