There is no shame in having Schizophrenia…

My judgement has been off lately in many of my affairs… What people don’t realize because I am making sense (lucid) even when psychotic unless I am crawled up in a ball and avoiding the world, is that much of the time I suffer greatly with this dastard disorder… I hurt people, confuse them at […]

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road…

When are you coming down? When are you going to land? Not every day can be perfect and today was one of them.  It is only now after relaxing by myself for a bit and processing my day with a spiritual friend that I am able to write. I am not going to share my […]

Melt down, still recovering…

After my last post of how well I was doing I hit a wall… Had to go to busy store to pick up my prescriptions and tried all day the day before to get them delivered but because one of them is a controlled substance they could not.  It was a lot of ups and […]

Doing better I think

My psychiatrist really thinks I have a rare form of Schizoaffective Disorder because I basically diagnosed myself back in 2008 which a team of doctors at UCLA confirmed within three days of my admittance to their psychiatric ward.  I knew something was amiss and was right. This is how it has been for me in […]