Late night pondering…

So much to think about and much I can’t share.

My life still isn’t boring even in Mexico 🇲🇽

Today I was able to help my mother in law much of today. And I will always help her if it is in my power. That is all I will say about that except for one thing. Actually two haha

Her name is Dolores which In Spanish means pain. Her life has been full of pain all of her life. I am glad she gave birth to my husband her oldest child because he is mine and I am his. But even his conception was full of injustice. Oh how my heart hurts for hers tonight.

We went to the beach today and it was tranquil, beautiful and perfect. I even went in the sea, which was very cold. Good times and lots of photos.

I am enjoying spending time with his family, which is mine too. I’m learning more Spanish than my brain can remember. And no tv for 3 days now!! It’s wonderful to sit on the patio and just talk, eat and laugh. Great memories in the making.

Kratom helps me to socialize more. It’s legal here. I don’t know what I would do without it. I was invited to Australia 🇦🇺 today by one of my readers! Some day.

It’s funny because I recently decided I didn’t want to travel except to Maui and now I find the world opening up.

To me this means I will go where I am called. I pray that the world would accept kratom and learn its many wonderful benefits.

I don’t think I have written about my last doctor appointment the day before I left. it’s a great story!

I fell on a newly paved with tar parking lot. In the blink of an eye I was down on the ground covered in tar and scraped up my knee pretty bad.

I went to urgent care that day and they couldn’t get the tar out and gave me a prescription for antibiotic cream which didn’t help.

I decided to take myself to the doctor the next day and was able to see a very good doctor. He took care of my knee and told me what to do in case I needed medical attention in Mexico. He also gave me an antibiotic just in case and a better cream and instructions how to care for it.

It is healing nicely! The sea water today was good for it too but this kind doctor who I have known for 30 years also agreed to help me with lowering my antipsychotic meds!

This is great news as I don’t feel I need it because of kratom and I’m also taking vitamin b 6, 8 and 12 which I read is good for symptoms of Schizophrenia!

My psychiatrist has not been on board with this plan so I might not be seeing him anymore! I also got the name of a low cost drug program which I left in the USA. I will share it upon my return.

It was recommended by my doctor to wait until I get back from Mexico before I start tapering down very slowly. Of course I will share the results in 7 more days when the tapering begins!

That’s all tonight!



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