Housekeeping…

Hey, Victoria here on a rainy day in California which is putting me in a really good mood. More on that later. For this site I am going to be organizing it over the next month. Adding, deleting and creating some new series. As usual I am open to any ideas. For now please use […]

How you doing tonight?

I did publish my first ebook this morning. I will share the link on here but seriously all the content is already on this blog so feel free to peruse May series coping skills unlimited for some good reading. right now all I can do is a few of the practices due to my state of being with my dad. But I can meditate, walk, pray, eat healthy and write. There will be time for the other activities once my dad passes.

Exciting news…

Still in vigil mode, my dad is hanging on for now and I’ll take every second. Since I am so overcome with grief and the long process of death I have decided to take advantage of this down time and write and work on a few projects to take my mind off of my dad […]

Invisible lines…

Family dynamics can be a topic of great interest. My family is coming together in a big way surrounding my dad with love near his death. But the unspoken words and invisible lines baffles me. We say things now when one is passing but what about to the ones still here in good health? What […]

On pause…even this disorder lies in waiting…

This world 🌎 is so strange right now…my dad is dying, any moment now, and covid has changed everything! Zoom instead of people coming over. Ah so what? We were still together. Covid cannot stop love ❤️ I am avoiding many things right now: driving, social media, certain family and wine. In that order, but […]

A rest day to ponder my insanity…

I have done things I can only smile about or else I’ll cry 😭 running off to New York at age 18. Choosing drugs over life. Finding God! He was lost to me…jumping out of airplanes ✈️, living homeless by choice . Fun life but settled down with only brief moments of insanity thanks 🙏 […]

Deep in thought tonight…

But sanely astute and ready for what the night may bring… Holding light vigil for my dad these days. He is slowly dying but I pray he can be out of his suffering and pass on to a better eternal life.. Shit! Fuck! This sucks. I said once I would never pray for someone to […]