My mixed up life…

Putting on a show feels like lately.

I am in charge of the finances and am in the middle of many multifaceted projects having to do with money.

I need to first pat myself on the back and then say good job for navigating boring waters. Refinancing property and changing banks and then changing back because the bank made several errors not in my favor. Yet I keep going.

I am obsessed with getting through this and putting my energy into the gardens. I make mistakes though but just fix it and learn to take better notes.

Yet I feel a certain stress at the seemingly unending tasks. I think anybody would but having a brain 🧠 health disorder schizophrenia schizoaffective disorder makes the continuation of it all to knock me off balance.

Tonight pet the dog a long while. We were happy 😃

Peace love joy and light!