I want nonmaterial things. And God doesn’t give them to me.
I want grandchildren now. Still waiting…
I want to work, not in the cards for me and I already am working just not getting a paycheck… I give up on this one God at last. My disorder is not conducive to working outside my home except for volunteer work.
I want Inner Peace. I have it at times but it comes and goes like the wind. Hate noise, except for music, disturbs my soul.
I want to not worry about things like money, but right now am taken care of so should not worry about tomorrow right?
I want to lose weight. Have lost 35 pounds in a year. Pretty good me thinks. Got 30 to go and doing it. Love love love working out with my daughter in our homemade gym out of an old shed.
I want crystals. All kinds big and small. I guess that’s material though but hey gotta learn more about the different ones and I have a birthday coming up. My family would think I was weird if I didn’t ask for something other than inner peace. that was a joke.
i’m tired so ending this rant.
I love you God. Thank you ahead for all you have already given me and for all that is to come. I pray for good times for me and for all my readers and their families.
pax
Victoria
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