can’t fight with God and win…

I want nonmaterial things. And God doesn’t give them to me. I want grandchildren now. Still waiting… I want to work, not in the cards for me and I already am working just not getting a paycheck… I give up on this one God at last. My disorder is not conducive to working outside my […]

Spreading the message of positivity…

Hope for this city, state, country and world. In a world full of negativity how does one stay so positive? It’s not easy at times, and having a diagnosis of Schizophrenia/Schizoaffective Disorder and being on permanent disability leaves me with a whole lot of free time to do whatever the I please. I find my […]

Hope for mankind…

Been so focused lately on strength training that I have been thinking about how as my muscles tear and repair, so does the world. Jesus is still my all! Without Jesus, I have no hope in eternal life, without Jesus I have no reason to get up in the morning, just saying. Today was a […]

Deep talks…

It is not every day that one finds someone they can talk to about all their weirdness… I have found someone, actually my closest friend who lost her husband a few months ago, not to covid. I go to her house two times a week now and help her out with her house which is […]

What do we even know?…

Musings for the day… Religion, how can one be sure? No one really can. The one downfall I have been thinking a lot about is how religion often shames. At least that is how I took it… Just saying I’ve got some recovering to do from my twenty plus years as a Catholic. I have […]

Navigating murky waters…

Good evening all! or good morning or afternoon! We are 93 million miles from the sun! Wow! Just in case one didn’t know. I tried to do something diet wise without checking with my pdoc. It wasn’t wise. I tried to do a fruit and veggie cleanse but by today the second day I found […]