I’m a work in progress…

Sorry, another Jason song running through my head… But it’s true! We are all a work in progress, none of us are better or worse than another, except in the end we shall see what God says. Been thinking a lot about heaven and hell lately…. I know I want to be with God and […]

Am I losing heart?…

Not yet and hoping this continues, productive days coupled with relaxation and finally giving my pups more attention. It’s so strange but simple things that others find easy used to be extremely difficult for me up till this pandemic. Now that I don’t go anywhere I am actually focusing where God has me, on my […]

A hard day but still looking up…

Off today after a busy week. Trying to be gentle with myself and I know how to do that, eat right, drink enough water, take lots of down time and never give up. It has been a while since I felt so discombabulated and I will mark it in my planner, but despite feeling this […]

Call it gumption he sings…

Jason Mraz has done it again for me with where I am at and where I want to be. He sings in his older song, Song for a Friend, about all the strengths we have inside, and the gumption we possess inside and also that only we know if we are trying. I listen to […]

Send you my love…

Another Jason Mraz song lyric stuck in my head. But I do send you all my love! Whatever your diagnosis, past, color etc… We are all children of God! Every life is precious to God and me… Welcome to my blog which dates back to 2013. Diagnosed in 2008 with Schizophrenia and later fine tuned […]

One more thought on race…

In regards to my last post I just want to clarify with my statement being color blind. Using the phrase color blind may not accurately describe how I FEEL.  I do see color because I do acknowledge people are of different colors and I embrace them for their differences and similarities.   So while I may […]

Unashamedly color blind…

In a world full of people of different colors, I am color blind. I was taught this from birth. I am so grateful to my parents for giving me compassion for all, no matter what color, ethnicity, sexual preference and the like. I am white though and have lived without discrimination in my life mostly. […]

June 2020 Series…letter to a caregiver~

Dear (caregiver), Thank you for being there for me all these years, for always knowing what to say to make things ok, for never making me feel less than… Thank you for giving up your own needs and wants to watch over me. Thank you for being strong and gentle when needed when I was […]

Dream big they say…

But for me this gets me in trouble with thoughts of grandeur, so I have decided to start small with the work on all of my life, deep within me, all my relationships with family, friends and strangers and exterior things, home, and gardens. Today is a rest day for me so it is hard […]