And then there is now!
I’m all grown up, fifty years old, wife and mother of three, proud daughter and lastly I name my disorder fully~
Schizoaffective Disorder paranoid type, with bipolar tendencies, ocd and anxiety.
Wow, sounds dramatic but it is true.
I have been dxed since 2008 and started this blog in 2013. I have taken breaks as needed. Worked off and on, now on permanent disability using medicare. Raised my children, even homeschooling them.
I have had several relapses into psychotic thinking and delusions of grandeur, mainly. Latest delusion is that I am the cause of the Corona Virus. Written 2 books on my relapses and what I do with my time now that I have so much of it.
And now that we are quarantined so much even more time than I know what to do with. No visiting my parents, no store (rare), no eating out at a restaurant.
But staying busy at home with cleaning my entire home, walking 3-5 miles a day, spurts of yoga, and some fun projects. Made a desert collage the other day. I also just ordered my first adult paint by numbers, a peacock.
Some reading, some Facebook, some check in with friends and family and lots of cooking!!! and eating with my small family. Tonight hubbie is bbqing.
Delusions are still there…