so i did something stupid. i stopped exercising for a few days and then ate a bunch of junk food. i feel like crap. only thing getting me through it is kroq 106.7 fm radio station. they give me the news along with my favorite music…
mentally down but forcing myself to get busy today. running out of things to clean or at least what I am willing to clean. The overhead light in my kitchen has never been cleaned. pure grease. blogging is helping my mood.
Favorite song right now- Running up that Hill, made a deal with God by Kate Bush. I must make a deal with God to end the corona virus. at least that is one of my delusions. Not really in the mood to share it today as promised. Too raw,, too person, too global.
Time is as nothing
days on end
stuck in the new pattern of life