The pain I feel to carry this cross ✝️ that I am the most special person to ever live is so real.
When I was deeply psychotic so many strange occurrences that are unexplainable to me and many.
I heard from God again and know what He wants from me. A simple life lived extraordinarily. A smile 😊 a good deed or many.
Never recognized for any of it.
Lately I am happy to report that I have been there for my 3 children and it is the most important thing ever.
Delusional thoughts pervade my mind but the proof isn’t there and I fail so much it is hard to believe really.